For Alex...

Cut my wrists.
Slice my veins.
Kiss my sores.
Scratch out my eyes.
Bury me alive.
Two red roses sitting on my coffin.

Today I sat in the graveyard wishing I was under the ground with them all, having the worms eat my corpse. I just want to be released from this cruel world. I only find peace in the darkness. The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone. Let my tears fall from my face. I love the feeling of putting a razor to my wrist and opening my veins. It's such a release. All I want is the emptiness and calm as my own blood flows from my pale flesh. I find so much comfort from the feeling of a noose around my neck. I just want to be rid of this sick, twisted world!

THIS IS THE FACE THAT MAKES ME WANT TO END IT ALL!

P.S. This is a total joke and I don't want to kill myself at all. Haha.