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I'm about to be all gross and girly and mushy. DEAL WITH IT! I have no other way to vent about this because I'm not the kind of person to talk about things like this, so this is perfect. I'm not even trying to get my hopes up and jump into this really fast because I made that mistake with Mike and obviously that turned out to be the shittiest situation of them all. I don't regret dating Mike. I just wish things would have ended differently, on good terms. Oh well, he looses. Hahaha. In a sense I'm almost kind of glad that I got one other "serious" relationship out of the way before this one came back along. I mean come on. Everyone has said it to me so I mine as well face the fact that it's like one of those stories on Oprah or some sappy romantic movie. I've never ever for one second in the last 5 years stopped having feelings for David. It's crazy to think that if I hadn't ever moved away we might have just celebrated a 5 year anniversary instead of starting a whole new relationship. Weird. I would have broken up with any guy in a heartbeat for him. Real (period) Talk (period). He's one of the funniest guys I have ever met and just such a good guy. I really like that he doesn't constantly tell me how beautiful and amazing and perfect I am because I think that if any guy were to ever say those kind of things to me all the time again like Mike did then I would just be like, "Pshhhhh yeah right. Tell that to all your other girlfriends" <<< literally since he had 3 others behind my back. I have big time trust issues now because of him but I know that of all the guys in the world, David is the one guy I don't have to worry about lying and/or cheating on me. He just literally could not do that to someone. I mean look at him! Whooooo. I gotz me a ginger. The uniform helps a little too. ;) I just really really like him a lot. I hope things work out really well, I just want him to come home from Iraq already! Sorry for the ghey post.