HAAAALP!

I want to go to Aveda in either Whorelando or Trampa so fucking bad but I can't get a cosigner on my loan. Instead I've been trying to get into this school Heritage in Jacksonville. I'm just really scared because I don't even know if it's a good choice or not. I'm having such a hard time getting in contact with people there. They never call me back when they say they will and half the time when I call the person I am asking for isn't even there. I just wish I had credit so I wouldn't need a cosigner and I could just go to school here and then move back down to Florida after I graduate. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to go about getting financial aid or anything like that and it scares me. I wish I would have gone to school right after I graduated but I was always so scared to since my family moves so much. I was so concerned that I would have just started school and my parents would already be talking about moving yet again. I mean shit, I would have graduated from Aved in St. Pete over a year ago. I got accepted, I took the tour, I got a fucking parking pass and everything. Then I found out that all of my relatives refused to cosign my loan, "what if she can't do it and drops out?". Fuck them all. I literally have almost no relationship with anyone outside of my immediate family, which would just be my parents. I just wish this was all so much easier and that I could just have someone else do everything to get me into school and all I would have to do is attend. Ugh! I hate life.